I opened my yahoomail and I saw him online. I sent a letter to him I've prepared yesterday. And then I sent also a chat message to him saying, “If you wish to talk to me, you can contact me on my mobile phone number I’ve given you. I will wait until end of October for you to communicate with me or answer my messages. If I got no answer after that month, it means time to say goodbye. Thank you so much for everything. Whatever happens, always remember that I did love you.”
I waited for a second, a minute, and an hour but sadly I got no response even just a simple “hi” or how are you?” With that I couldn’t feel any or just a little hope that I could possibly hold on to the love we once had. But still I’m willing to wait until October ends to be sure of the final decision I should make. I need to be strong for whatever it may bring to me. At least I had given him a chance, told him what I wanted to say and express my feelings, and did what I know is right so that I couldn’t have any regrets that will haunt me forever if I never did what I wanted to do.
While waiting, I let God do His will for me because I have strong faith that He’s the only One who knows what's the best for me. I will open my eyes to the brighter future ahead of me that God planned for me. Maybe now I may not understand and know exactly His will but I know time will come everything will fall into each good place in its due time. Because I believe He is the Author of Time and He will grant my heart’s desire at the right time. He’s never too early nor a second too late. He always delivers right on the dot because He is PERFECT.
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Friend, the pain and anticipation your going through is hard yet you know that you need to face whatever the consequences will be. I could say more but at the end the decision is basically up to you. Waiting in vain till october is more than enough and I may say unfair though it is only my opinion. I am sorry if I have to say this but I want you to know that for me true friendship means that even if we may hurt our friends unintentionally we need to be honest for them to know what is right and wrong.If he still really is interested with you I believe that at the time you texted him and sent him the letter he would have responded. I am really sorry to say this and it may hurt you more but I don't want you to hope for nothing. So, at the end I would say Yes let's leave it to BRO if it really is meant for you then it will be done. Be strong friend and learn to live each day of your life not regretting anything for you know you gave your best. I will always be here no matter what!
Friend, I truly understand what you mean. Admittedly, it hurts but what really hurt me the most is the truth that I denied even it was clearly shown to me. But then I have proven one thing, you’re one of the truest and greatest friend I ever had. A million thanks to you for being there, always willing to guide, to listen, and to show me what is right and wrong.
I am quite okay now. I lifted up all my worries to God because I believed He is in control of everything. Whatever happens, I will accept it wholeheartedly. I have strong faith in God that He has a better plan for me.
Again, thank you so much!!!
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